流泪 T.T

我，
竟然为了你，
哭了2次！T.T
真的有够蠢的！
值得吗？
笨啊你。。。

对于你，
我真的是又爱又恨哪！

我，其实不是有意要生气或伤心的，
只要你把多一点心思放在我身上
我就满足了。。。

你太耀眼了！
所以，
我很清楚，
我不能控制你。。。
就好像你也不能控制我！
但是，我还是忍不住伤心了。。。
T.T

那天咬你
是想要发泄下
憋在心里的闷气！

那天也比平时主动了些。。。
你，
一定很没想过吧？
有兴奋得睡不着吗？
那么，
我们的感情会在迈进一步吗？

昨天去看鬼片，
差点怕的失眠。
不过，因为太累所以就睡了。。。

♥♥♥

sweet♥ + manja♥ + sayang♥ + miss you♥

thank you for caring me manja me and sayang me all the time♥
i appreciate it very much


thank you♥


that day i m not purposely..
i m just scared and worried..
please forgive me..
i m so sorry!
T.T


i m also sorry about delete that message..
xP


sat u call me
told me all the things
and i m extremely happy all the day
until cannot sleep
hahax
xD
crazy


i think i was the happiest person in the world♥
^^v


thank you and miss you♥


hope can be together forever♥


hope you wont forget me forever♥


hope our relationship will be everlasting♥


my ♥ will always be with you♥


♥♥♥

online♥ a.k.a afta PMR

finally PMR end..
muahahahahahaha...
relax♥
freedom♥
muahahaha


but stay at school very boring
nothin to do..
=(
although there is activities la




最近承认了他。。。
不过，
好像没当初的热情了！
之前没什么就好像很_______
不懂要怎样形容
一但承认了
就不感兴趣了！！！


真不明白你！！
希望你不是这样的人！！！


♥最近都看到朋友们好sweet yo~
男生们没珍惜就死定了！！！
你们一定要好好珍惜丫！


♥♥♥

happy birthday to me~ ♥

yo,now i m a 15-year-old girl dy..
getting older n older  =(
17th sept is my birthday ♥
wish myself happy birthday! ♥

yesterday go mega celebrate my birthday.. ♥
no 12 or 1++ geh movie ticket so we go watch 5D ♥
we scream like a mad
AAAaaaaaaaAAAAAA.......!!!!
like it ♥
cool
but its very expensive lo!!

then,
have lunch in Mc
andy treat me ♥
muahaha
so good ♥
thank you,andy!!
will never forget!! ♥

thank you for the present and those buddy who accompany me yesterday.. ♥
thank you everyone!!
thank you very much!! ♥

thx,buddy! ♥
will always love you all!! ♥
happy forever!

10-12.9.11 开心与伤心琐碎事~

10。9。11
go TC at nite
ply candles
JR purposely meet me at there...
没缘分~
meet CB once
on the way to ttn
haha♥

11。9。11
had my dinner+supper at 10.30pm
mum ask me to prepare ingrediants
and i offer to cook...
this is the 1st time i fried rice
its so tasty for me!♥
happy afta  cooking♥
finally i know how to fried rice!♥
muahaha

12。9。11
hate this day very much!
跟弟弟吵架！
他真不讲理！
还说了伤人的话！
顶不顺啦！
懒惰吵，
所以干脆不出啦！
烦！

本来打算星期五庆祝生日。。。
还打算看2套戏的。。
结果，一上车就吵！
说，PMR还没过不能出！生日daisai，不用死啊！！
他算老几哦？
妈妈都没出声他吵酱多！
一气之下，晚上早早就睡了！
越想越伤心！

弟弟不只是自己没得出就吵多多！

朋友们都有叫我出。。
其实有两个我不要出的原因：
1。因为弟弟
2。他都没去，很闷所以就不去啦！
说真的，当我知道他没去后，
有点失望！
他们都说我假假，难道我要跟他说？那不是很为难他？
我也明白想出却不能出的感受！

今年有很大可能会是我最后一年留在关丹了，
我希望能和他一起庆祝！
但，不可能了！
不知以后还有没这个荣幸呢？
有股冲动想问他：今年是你的第一次和最后一次，你知道吗？

韵希今天问：能不能接受远距离的爱情？
我就说会接受到我变心的那天！
几个星期都不能忍，何况是无限期的日子？
该怎么办呢？
总是想避开你，
怕越陷越深，无法自拔的时候才来不舍！
但是，我发现我做不到！
每次都警告自己，
但第二天又打回原型！

我也发现我上瘾了！
每天都在期望着你的来电或讯息。。。
啊，林贝芟，你一定是疯了！！！

昨天与今天真是感触良多！
想说又不知真么开口！
讲了出来，心里好受多了！

♥♥♥

during the holiday,
mum buy jor birthday present for me
♥
i choose it myself 1...
its a chain
with a ? symbol♥

?♥♥♥?

thx mum,i like it verrrrrryyy much!♥

4th months a.k.a. 124day♥♥♥holidays

today is our 4th month(124 days)♥

this holiday a bit special
ply tanglung at batam
visit to a temple
from that temple can see singapure

my mum & brother

♥

tanglung n me♥

************************************************************

temple

this is singapure



welcome back~

happy when i heard that u were back...
i liked the present that u give me..
thank you very much!!

* i hoped i wouldnt lost it!
hahax

yesterday,
i changed a pair of new spec
red one
actually,i m a bit purposely choose this...
=P
hope i wouldnt regret...

these few days really miss u so much!!

holiday,
i m goin to meet my dad
maybe celebrate hari raya there..
my mom also buy some candles and decided to ply there...
1st try..
maybe will come back on next thursday...
dont miss me too much ya!!
xD

gonna miss u all so much!!
time passing so fast~~